Thursday, November 25, 2021

Merry Christmas 2021 from the Hendricks



I am so thankful God has allowed me to send out our Christmas Letter/Video. In 1986 we started our first Christmas Letter as hobby and tradition. In 2005 we created our first Christmas video along with the letter. Only four times have I used same song for those years. (you guess what songs) This is 9th time I have used Silent night for music. I started this tradition to look back at the year, count my blessings and share equally with our friends/family our yearly news. (I love getting news in Christmas cards from others). Each Christmas video is also posted on YouTube with Christmas at Grandma's House in 07 the most viewed with 1572 views. The first you tube Christmas video in 95 only has 91 views.  Silent Night in 2011 is most viewed  blog video with 1395 views.

 


We

Wish you

A Merry Christmas

Our favorite time of year

A season of hope & good cheer

Counting our blessings from this year

Waiting to hear from friends far and near

Jan bought a green Inflatable Kayak this year

Dennis Passed out, while buying a car this year

His Checkup test showed blood counts way too low

March 11th Dennis admitted to hospital for heart attack

April 8th saw Dennis in hospital for Leukemia and chemo,

May 6th Dennis put on hospice and sent home on his back

In June, Dennis could finally walk, and normal clothes wear,

We Camped in a tent with family near Portland in September

We Attended a wedding, and Cindy Best’s funeral in October

Doing lots of Puzzles, many walks and enjoying time together

Dennis on face book, makes videos, hot tubing, and a blogger

Janice busy at Quilting, Spinning, Knitting, & Painting a Picture

Hi from Mouse our cat, and Barney & Squeaky our bird conure

Grateful for­ those who helped us, cards, visits and each prayer

God Bless You this on 2021 Christmas and a Happy New Year

Dennis & Janice Hendricks

Merry Christmas 2021 - YouTube




Saturday, October 30, 2021

Imagine Life Without You

50 years ago I first met Jan when our family moved to Coulee Dam in my Junior year of high school  47 years ago we were married. 14 years ago I made this video about Jan. I do  not know when the song actually came out- finding the right song is the hardest part of making my videos. Jan and I in our early days of marriage would joke about who would go first when our time to go, came.  We would also joke about who loves the other the most. I am so thankful for Janice and the memories we share. I am also thankful for you who is reading this  today- God has you here for a purpose- Do not give up- Keep Pressing on. Some of us disagree on issues- but I still cannot imagine life without you. Today we say goodbye to my sister in Law- she knew the Lord- but it will still be hard to imagine Life without Her.






Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Home Free

 

Perhaps the nicest words one can receive are; “I’m praying for You”. Thank you to those who have reached out with prayers and love. One lady prayed and sent me a card and is now with Jesus-before I even got home from hospital. Since retirement, February 28th, 2020-not knowing what laid ahead is "normal". This last April, 2021 I was admitted to hospital with Acute Myeloid Leukemia just 18 days after being admitted for Heart Attack. I came home from hospital under Hospice on May 6th, 2021. I have seen miracles from God and enjoyed the last 5 months. This is my 4th video made this year, from an 1990 song by Wayne Watson called "Home Free". I do not know how long I have down here- none of us know that. I am just passing thru down here and Heaven is my home. God has you here for a purpose as well- it may not be for you, but for someone else who needs you in their life. I have so experienced that in so many lives God has placed in my life.



Taken June 12th, 2021
This was taken In August, when Darcie brought us donuts
This photo was taken 9/13/21 near Chelan on hwy 971. That week I had my first haircut since February. we had hoped to travel on Lady of the Lake but it was broken down and other boat was full.
Photo taken 9/22/21 while camping at Milo McGiver State Park-
Our first camping trip this summer.
Update: I actually made this video 3 weeks ago and posted this blog this morning even though I wrote most of it last week. This morning at 9am Hospice took my blood sample for testing. Lisa called tonight and said my blood count is normal!!! I praise God and give him glory. 
Some have asked if I am healed? I am reminded of the man in John 9- a whole chapter is spent talking about his healing and he basically says " I don't know, I just know I was blind but now I can see". Did he give God credit for the miracles in his life properly, and was eyesight the only miracle in his life from God?  I can ask the same of myself?
I do know- I wondered If I would make it to fathers Day- now I am thanking God every day and counting my blessings- Maybe Thanksgiving?
I do know I told a nurse not to leave the hospital room as I did not want to die alone- and last week I was in church or with church family almost every day. (Sunday 10am, Tuesday 7am, Wednesday 7pm, Thursday 7am, Thursday 5pm, and Saturday 5pm) I have missed very few Sunday mornings
I do know I came home on a stretcher 5 months ago- was carried into the house with help of firemen called to help, could not walk or even turn over in bed and used a bed pan and now I can walk and drive car.
I do know my blood count was off in 5 areas several months ago and off in 6 areas last April and last week I received a normal blood count reading for those areas now.
I hear many have died from covid, many have died from getting the covid shot and I am writing this thanking God for each day I have- over 5 months at home now from a disease the doctor told me I had weeks or maybe months but not years. Do we put time frames on miracles from God- it would still be a miracle if it was 5 days, 5 months or 5  years.
I do know the medical bills have totaled over $600,000.00 for me and my share has been less than one monthly tithe total. 
I do know since retiring- the years have been uncertain- but also so blessed. I have enjoyed  some of the best times in our marriage. So enjoyed the daily bible reading this year with Jan.  I have enjoyed the things that have not changed- no pain during this year  It was a year ago I attended the funeral of a former dot supervisor who died from cancer.
So- no- I have not asked if I still have Leukemia- does it matter? I have seen so many miracles he has done for me and each day I wake up is a miracle. People have been so good to us- brought us meals, cards, and visited us when I could have no visitors while in hospital. No- I do not know how long I have down here- but I had to share my thanks before Thanksgiving day
Thank you for your prayers.  Just to let you know how far I have come- let me post some past blood counts.
God is in control and I am in his hands. thanks for your prayers. 

October 6th, 2021
ComponentYour ValueStandard RangeFlag
WBC4.7 10*3/uL
RBC4.58 10*6/uL
HGB14.3 g/dL
HCT40.9 %
MCV89.2 fL
MCH31.2 pg
MCHC34.9 g/dL
RDW14.5 %
Platelet Count140 10*3/uL


June 223rd, 2021
ComponentYour ValueStandard RangeFlag
WBC5.9 10*3/uL
RBC3.10 10*6/uLL
HGB9.9 g/dLL
HCT29.9 %L
MCV96.3 fL
MCH31.8 pg
MCHC33.0 g/dL
RDW17.7 %H


april 22nd, 2021


ComponentYour ValueStandard RangeFlag
WBC0.1 10*3/uLLL
RBC2.45 10*6/uLL
HGB7.9 g/dLL
HCT23.0 %L
MCV93.8 fL
MCH32.4 pg
MCHC34.5 g/dL
RDW15.4 %
Platelet Count7 10*3/uLLL

Friday, September 3, 2021

I'm A State Worker


On September 3rd, 1985 I started working for state of Washington in Pasco, for WUTC; working port of entry scales. They moved us to Marysville two years later under a promotion. It was so expensive there, that I requested a transfer to an opening in Wenatchee and moved on Christmas Day 1987. In 1993 I was to transfer to Kent or be laid off due to lack of funding. I commuted for one month until I could start with WSDOT on Oct. 4th, 1993, with no break in service. My first winter was staying at Stevens pass to plow snow, nights, and in 2003 I transferred to Striping from maintenance where we would stripe from Canadian border to below Othello in summers. Winter months I go back to maintenance to plow snow and work with maintenance. It was a good 35 years and I made a lot of friends, they gave me some good equipment to work with, and I enjoyed the medical insurance and leave benefits. I also am glad safety was such a concern for them and I have seen some beautiful areas of the state as well. So here is a short video called "I'm A State Worker" that I put together a few years ago.

 What is the best American state to go sunbathing?

MonTANa

What state is famously known for selling small soft drinks?

Minnesota

Which US state does all the horse hair come from?

Maine.

He pokes through the contents and comes across an old brass lamp. "This would look nice on my mantelpiece," he thinks, so he takes it home with him. While polishing the lamp, a genie appears and grants him three wishes. "I wish for an ice-cold diet Pepsi right now!" POOF! A Pepsi appears before him on his desk, so he picks it up and guzzles it all at once. Now that he can think more clearly, he states his second wish. "I wish to be on an island where women reside." POOF! Suddenly he is on an island with gorgeous females. He then tells the genie his third and last wish: "I wish I'd never have to work ever again." POOF! He's back in his government office.


I'm A State Worker - YouTube

Saturday, August 14, 2021

Memories You Gave To Me


                                             

My memories are locked in my mind- and they don't age. I enjoy looking at old photo albums & videos.   Aren't memories great. I am also thankful for Janice- we have only been married 47 years, but they are so full of good memories as well. I am so blessed. I am thankful for the memories she has given to me. Someone said, "Life brings tears, smiles and memories. The tears dry, the smiles fade but the memories last forever."
Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.
Memories may fade as the years go by 
but they won’t age a day
 Each day of our lives we make deposits 
in the memory banks of our children.
 Happiness is nothing more than good health 
and a bad memory.


same video as above; only downloaded for phones that do not play youtube



Monday, July 12, 2021

Stroll over Heaven With You


April 13th, 2021 was our 47th Anniversary and I failed to acknowledge or celebrate it because I was under Chemo in the Hospital. I added some photos of those years to an Allen Jackson song called 
"I want to Stroll Over Heaven With You".  Even if the photo memories do not  mean anything to you-I hope the words minister to you and you enjoy his voice. Janice has made this year one of the best the way she has helped me under hospice care and I want to wish her a Happy 47th Anniversary Today.

 oi


Sometimes the you tube video will not play - so this is a downloaded version that should play if that happens- just click on the arrow button

Jan painted this 8x10 picture for me and had it delivered to my room on our Anniversary Day.


Tuesday, July 6, 2021

Start With Well Done


Greater Vision wrote/sing "Start With Well Done"- a favorite of mine. I took time to add photos of the first 6 months of 2021. This includes the surprise time spent in hospital for heart and A M Leukemia as well as my recovery up to July. I give God credit for answering prayer. Janice has done a super job to take care of me under Hospice. I would like to thank those who pray for me, those who shared meals, sent cards, mowed our lawn, visited us, as well as the hospital and hospice staff who have been wonderful. 


Dr. Julie Smith from last months visit to Dr.  

Assessment/Recommendations: 66 y.o. male with AML Monoblastic subtype, with critically illness at presentation and initiation of induction chemotherapy. He was discharged eventually the first week of May has been home with hospice since it in many regards has had substantial improvement in his quality of life and symptom management. He has now eating better, and has at this point a temporary hematologic improvement and stabilization of his white count and platelet count, his anemia is also improved from 3 weeks ago likely due to his improvement in nutrition.
 
However his exam findings are fairly classic today for leukemia cutis. This is not surprising given monoblastic acute leukemia subtype, as monoblastic leukemia has a predilection for soft tissues including soft tissues of the skin, kidneys, other organs, gums, and in patients who develop leukemia cutis this is considered ominous, with impending hematologic relapse. I discussed that this is not a curable condition and treatment with aggressive chemotherapy would be extremely difficult if not harder than he had before. His goals are to not have treatment that would make him weaker or take away from his current quality of life even knowing that his leukemia is terminal.
 
Regarding prognosis it may be that during the next several weeks to 1 or 2 months he would have other signs and symptoms of progressive leukemia such as symptomatic anemia, development of purpura and petechiae, bone pain, etc. Also gum swelling and bleeding from his gums would be something to watch for.
 
He would like to stay on hospice and given his subtype of leukemia, its aggressiveness, and the findings on exam today in addition to noncurative treatment I also recommend that he continue on hospice treatment.

 




Here are some of the Dr. reports from while I was in hospital;

Note From Your Admission on 04/08/21

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Progress Notes by GENEVIEVE O'SULLIVAN, MD at 05/05/21 1034

Palliative Care Progress Note
Subjective

Hospital Course / Interval History:
Nursing, hospitalist, notes reviewed.
Discussed with chaplain who visited yesterday.
Per nursing, taking medications with applesauce in the evening was difficult. Concern for possible aspiration.
O2 requirement has remained stable. Afebrile.
 
Dennis tells me his appetite is improved. He is wanting more smoothie or juice this morning. No abdominal pain, nausea. His abdomen continues to be distended. No fevers. He feels like it's difficult to swallow, and that he is noticing a bit of a cough.
 
Looking forward to going home. Discussed hospice again which he voices he still would like to do. He remains hopeful that he will feel better but tells me he knows he will die.
 
Called Janis and updated her about possible aspiration and consideration of abx. She has questions regarding hospice.
 
I called Lynn at hospice and discussed discharging tomorrow with open on Satuday


Palliative Care Assessment/ Recommendations
Mr. Hendricks is a 66 yo gentleman with AML, with a prolonged and complicated hospital course since admission on 4/8. We have had several goals of care discussions throughout his course, the most recent yesterday. He has communicated with this family, and they are supportive, that he wants to go home, and be on hospice. He holds on to hope that he may get better, though does not desire ongoing medical intervention in the hospital setting. He has made it clear that he knows he will die, and he is comfortable with this.
 
He is currently stable and able to be cared for at home by his family. Hospice open date is Saturday.


5-4-21
IMPRESSION: 66-year-old man with:
 
1. AML, status post induction with idarubicin and cytarabine, initial oncologist Dr. Buckley, transitioning to Dr. Smith. His neutropenia has resolved. Platelets have normalized. Hemoglobin is stable from yesterday at 8, although down from 2 days prior 10. He has had a very rough time with this 26-day hospitalization, including extensive time in ICU on the ventilator, as outlined separately, with subsequent intermittent periods of acute hypoxic respiratory failure requiring high flow oxygen. I speak with him briefly about how all this has been for him, he is quite clear that he would not want reintubation in the event of progressive respiratory failure,, but I really have not taken the discussion any further, as there is palliative care meeting with the patient is best previously scheduled for today, see above, with patient expressing wish to transition to comfort measures only after that discussion per Dr. O'Sullivan, who has written those orders for comfort measures and DNR status. Dr. Sullivan will communicate directly Dr. Smith regarding this.
 
2. Acute hypoxic respiratory failure. Etiology is not entirely clear with persistent hypoxemia. I have personally reviewed his chest x-ray from yesterday, with mild pulmonary vascular congestion with stable mild basilar opacities. He did respond to a dose of furosemide at the time of his high flow requirement, now on 5 L. He had a CT angiogram which was negative for pulmonary embolism on April 10, has not had interval imaging in that regard. His renal function did worsen following that study, and currently his creatinine is 1.62. His LV systolic function was normal on echocardiogram in 4/28. In any event, he does want to focus on comfort only as of the palliative care discussion today, although if in the hospital was more comfortable on high flow he would be okay with that for a short period. He is afebrile, has resolved neutropenia, antibiotics discontinued today, as well as prophylaxis in the setting of wish for DNR only and enrolling in hospice.
 
3. Ogilvie syndrome. This developed in the setting of a fentanyl infusion in the ICU. He was treated with neostigmine on 4/23 and colonoscopy for decompression on 4/24. Eric continues to have bowel movements, scheduled senna is continued.
 
4. Cardiac tamponade with cardiogenic shock. About 6 and 50 cc of amber-colored fluid was removed by pericardiocentesis and ultimately he went for a pericardial window and drain placement, drain removed on 4/20, and repeat limited echo on 4/28 with resolution of effusion. He is tachycardic but needs of his overall goals of care have not repeated an echo.
 
5. Troponin bump up to 2.1 to peak in setting of his critical illness, not further assessed currently. No chest pain today. He was hospitalized in March 2021 with angina symptoms and surprisingly normal coronaries on angiographic evaluation, and was subsequent to that that his AML was diagnosed.
 
6. Acute kidney injury. Peak creatinine was 3.07. Nephrology followed, signed off on 4/18. Creatinine started rising again on 5/3, lisinopril was discontinued, but he is also diuresed for worsening respiratory flora at the time but creatinine is not coming down, we will not continue to monitor, continue off lisinopril.
 
7. Severe protein calorie malnutrition. He has been on TPN. He is increasing oral intake of milk shakes today. TPN is discontinued following completion of today's bag as noted above.
 
8. Subdural hematoma. The timing of onset this is unclear, it was an incidental finding on his CNS imaging, with no progression on follow-up CT on 4/29, Dr. Whitson consulted, no neurosurgical intervention recommended at that time.
 
9. Possible nephrogenic diabetes insipidus. Fluid management has been difficult, balancing tendency toward volume overload and respiratory failure with renal function, see off service note from Chad McBride from yesterday. In transitioning care with comfort the only goal, not desiring prolongation of life, not following further labs.
 
10. Melena noted earlier in his stay. Was not on PPI prior to pressure, has been on Protonix during the admission. Platelets have risen, stable H&H from yesterday to today, focusing on comfort, stop surveillance labs.
 
11. Delirium with critical illness. Although is quite fatigued, appears resolved, able to coherently tell me details about his life, children, etc.
 

Progress Notes by MORGANNE MCCANN, OT at 05/03/21 0857

Pt initially agreeable to therapy this morning, however, OT attempted to facilitate supine to sit EOB, pt states " I don't want to do this I am ready to go to heaven". OT offered to assist with feeding to increase caloric intake, but pt continued to state " I am not afraid to die" and "I just want to be in heaven". Pt refused his breakfast and politely declined therapy. Rn notified of pt's comment and behavior.


 Progress Notes by GENEVIEVE O'SULLIVAN, MD at 04/27/21 1314
Palliative Care Progress Note

Hospital Course / Interval History:
Nursing, hospitalist, and therapy notes reviewed.
Transfusions today.
 
Palliative Care Discussion
 
I reached out to Janis today. She feels like we should keep moving ahead with everything. She feels like we are slowly moving in the direction we should be. She doesn't feel that we need to make any other decisions right now unless his status changes, or if he is not improving (referring to his blood counts) over the next two weeks when they are suppose to. She is planning on calling Dennis later today.
 
I provided her a medical update and an update about my conversation with Dennis.
 
When I visited with Dennis this morning he told me several times "I am so confused." He is able to tell me that he has leukemia. When I talked about chemotherapy he told me, "I didn't even know I got any. I am so confused." He does state he wants to go home but that he wants to go because he doesn't understand why we can't do what we are doing in the hospital at home. I explained how sick he is and that if he wants further treatment for his cancer that he would need to continue to be int he hospital for now. I did offer the alternative - not having more treatment and going home, focusing on his comfort. I am not confident that he could completely grasp this as he still has acute delirium, though he did say that he is not what he meant (about going home).
 
He has found religion a strength for him and voiced he was saved at age 9 at camp. He is not afraid to die.

Objective

Scheduled and PRN medications reviewed
MAR Reviewed
 
Vital signs:
Temp: [97.5 °F (36.4 °C)-98.4 °F (36.9 °C)] 98.3 °F (36.8 °C)
Pulse: [94-138] 99
BP: (107-156)/(75-106) 155/92
Resp: [19-50] 25
SpO2: [90 %-98 %] 98 %
 
Physical Exam:
Gen: Sitting up in bed, tearful. 
HEENT: NCAT, pupils are equal and anicteric. Dry lips. Poor dentition. Active bleeding from gums.
CV: RRR
Pulm: Respirations are unlabored. Supplemental O2 via NC
Abd: Soft. 
GU: Clear yellow urine 
MSK/Ext: Thin
extremities. Sitting up in a chair.
Skin: Pale. Warm.
Neuro: Alert, oriented, forgetful. 
Psych: poor attention, poor insight
 
Last Bowel Movement: 4/27
I/Os reviewed
 
Labs:
Labs Reviewed
 
Palliative Care Assessment and Recommendations
Mr. Hendricks is a 66 yo gentleman with AML, with a prolonged and complicated hospital course since admission on 4/8. He is expected to still need around 2 weeks for hematologic recovery after his induction, though he still has many hurdles to cross before he discharges from the hospital. He has acute delirium, progressively poor functional status, and has been NPO with swallow evaluation pending. He seems to be improving after complications from Ogilve's syndrome. His prognosis is very guarded. His wife Janis expressed surprise at the prognosisand needs time to process this as well as the myriad of other issues he is facing at this time. She is very supportive of him, and expressed wanting to honor his wishes, particularly hoping that he may be able to participate more in goals of care conversations in the days to come. 
 
Goals of Care: Continue current level of care. We made a plan to check in over the next several days to see how he is progressing clinically.
Code Status: Changed to DNR today with wife as surrogate; This is in line with his previous expressed wishes
POLST: Will complete if/when he discharges from the hospital
Advance Directive / DPOAHC: Wife Janis is surrogate
 
-Palliative care to continue to provide support to patient and family
-Will continue to address goals during hospital journey
-Plan to reach out to Janis again on Friday, unless clinical status changes